A Bridge to Love
Brandi Jeffries encounters a stranger, Adam Pendleton, atop the Wabasha Street
Bridge. Within minutes, they are arguing over where each should jump which results in destroying the spirit of the jump. They both storm off expecting to never meet again,
but fate brings them to the same diner. There they decide to join forces to get even with her ex and his wife. They end up
falling in love, but things go so terribly wrong when Adam’s wife is found murdered and he becomes the prime suspect.
Chapter One
It was a beautiful
night to die. That was what Brandi Jeffries thought as she got out of
her car on Shepherd Rd. and walked toward the south side of the massive
expansion of the Wabasha Street Bridge. With the full moon and clear,
star-studded sky, getting to the top without being seen could be
tricky. However, it was several hours before rush hour traffic, so the
chances of that happening were slim. Besides, she’d come this far and
intended to go through with it, no matter what. She walked around the
bridge to one of its stair towers and looked up.
Why did I pick
such a tall bridge with so many steps? She thought. By the time she got
to the top, she’d be exhausted. No wonder people jumped off bridges.
Once they reached the top, they didn’t have the strength to climb down
again. That’s funny, she thought and laughed so hard until tears rolled
down her cheeks.
Composing
herself, Brandi found new resolve by focusing on the reasons that
brought her here. She began her ascent before she could chicken out.
Though she was winded and the backs of her calves ached by the time she
reached the top, she forced herself to continue to the part of the
bridge that spanned the waters of the Mississippi River. If she jumped
too far in the middle, she’d land on Raspberry Island. She paused a
moment to admire the beautiful St. Paul skyline, but before she got
weepy, she tore her eyes away.
Reaching the
spot from where she’d leap, she saw a dark form standing against the
side railing looking out. For a moment, she didn’t know if she should
go back the way she’d come or to continue and carry out her plan. After
schlepping to the top of a suspension bridge, the last thing she wanted
was to get mugged. Not that it mattered in her grand scheme of things,
but she did have her principles. Perhaps it only a hallucination caused
by her subconscious in an attempt to prevent her from jumping. But the
dark form moved proving it wasn’t a figment of her feverish
imagination, but a tall man with wind-blown, blond hair wearing a black
trench coat. He’d been staring out at the Mississippi and turned
to face her as she approached.
“What are you
doing here?” he demanded, in a low, hoarse voice.
“I should ask
you the same.”
“Never mind,” he
said, waving his hand in dismissal. “Just leave.”
“Why?” Despite
his bleary-looking, red-ringed, blue eyes and stubble-covered cheeks,
even in the shadowy light he looked like an attractive man, the type
women always gave a second look. She wondered what brought him to such
a dead end. He interrupted her thoughts.
“Because I was
here first, and possession is nine-tenths of the law.”
“Great to know,
but you don’t own this bridge.”
“Lady, I’m in no
mood to argue, so why don’t you just leave?” the stranger said.
“I can’t. Why
don’t you just leave me alone?”
“I will when you
go back the same way you came.”
“Why? This
bridge is big enough for the both of us.”
“I can’t jump if
you’re here.”
Brandi sighed.
“If I walk over there,” she said, pointing toward the other end of the
bridge, “you won’t see me.”
“But, I’ll know
you’re there. Maybe you can come back tomorrow night.”
“No. I have to
do this now, or I’ll chicken out.”
Sliding his
hands into his pockets, he rolled his handsome lips inward. “Me, too.”
“What if we held
hands and jumped together?” Brandi suggested.
“Are you crazy,
lady? We don’t even know each other.”
“We can
introduce ourselves and then do it.”
“You are
certifiable.”
“Not really. I
just want to get it over with before I change my mind. It wasn’t an
easy climb, you know.”
“Well, look at
the shoes you’re wearing. If you intended to do some climbing, you
should have worn the proper shoes, not designer ones.”
“I’ll keep that
in mind for next time,” she snapped at him.
Looking out over
the horizon, he said, “It’s going to be light soon, so I’d like to get
on with this.”
“Go ahead, I won’t
stop you. Walk on down there and do your thing.”
“No. You walk
down there. I want to jump from here.”
“Why? Is this
side facing the East—you’re not Muslim, are you?” She asked peering at
him closely.
“No, of course
not. It’s just a nicer view.”
“I doubt if
you’ll notice going down.”
“It doesn’t
matter. Just go over there,” he commanded, pointing.
“So, who died
and made you boss? Why should you get the better side?”
He sighed
loudly. “This is getting us nowhere. You’re ruining the entire spirit
of the jump.”
“Oh, really?
What about you? Your presence isn’t doing wonders for me, either.”
“Listen…ah…who
did you say you were?”
“I didn’t. My
name is Brandi spelled with an i.”
“Brandi, with an
i?”
She nodded.
“Brandi,” he
began, cocking his head as if evaluating the name, “you’ve ruined this
entire thing for me and I’m no longer in the mood.”
“Fine…” She
looked at him inquiringly.
“Aidan.”
“Well, Aidan,
thanks to you, I’ll just have to find a less crowded way to end my
life.”
“That’s the best
thing you’ve said so far. I hope the next time we meet it’s on the
obituary page of the newspaper.”
“Fine with me,”
Brandi said, turning on her heel and walking away.
Brandi decided
to give up on jumping. Between the climb and arguing with whatshisface,
she was way too tired. She doubted she’d be making that crazy climb
soon again either. Despite her exhaustion, she found she was too
restless to go home to an empty apartment. When her stomach growled,
she realized she had eaten much that day and drove to a diner she’d
passed on the way to the bridge. The place complemented her mood
perfectly. Ironically, it was called The Last Stop. It was a relic of
the 50s and was in desperate need of repair, reminding her of a dented
sardine can. Normally, she wouldn’t venture into such a place. However,
that night she couldn’t care less. Grabbing hold of the metal front
door, she gave it a yank and went inside.
The cashier, a
young woman who obviously doubled as the host, was leaning on an elbow,
her makeup-smeared, raccoon eyes half-closed. She looked at Brandi and
asked, “How many?” Brandi, wondering if she was for real, was tempted
to hold up three fingers.
The place was
practically empty except for a few truckers, whose rigs had taken up
most of the parking spaces in the lot. The girl led her to a booth that
still had an old time music selector on the wall that played 45
records. She plopped down onto the vinyl cushion. Not only did its
patched crack pinch her behind, it whooshed loudly as the air escaped
the cushion. With tears forming in her eyes, Brandi stared at the
scarred tabletop. Is there anything in the world I can do right?
A tired-looking
waitress holding a menu interrupted her mental flagellation. “Can I get
you something to drink?”
Brandi was
tempted to order a glass of whiskey, but her saner self-replied, “Just
coffee, please.” She hadn’t eaten all day, and the liquor would go
straight to her head, making the drive home difficult—not that she was
worried about getting home safely. She just didn’t want to take anyone
with her if she made an exit from this earth. The waitress nodded and
walked away, returning a few minutes later with a steaming cup of
coffee.
Brandi’s stomach
growled as the smell of eggs wafted towards her from the next booth
prompting her to order a mushroom and American cheese omelet. As
the waitress left with her order, she heard a deep male voice say, “I
thought it was you.”
Brandi’s lips
parted in surprise as she looked up to see Aidan, the man from the
bridge. “Mind if I join you?”
“Why? I thought
you wanted to be alone.”
“That was on the
bridge.”
“So what
changed?”
“I could use a
little company now. Besides, I hate to eat alone,” he answered with a
sheepish grin, his hands lost deep in the pockets of his trench coat.
She raised her
eyebrows as she mulled over what he’d just said and whether to prolong
his new found humility. “I guess it wouldn’t do any harm. Sit,”
Brandi gestured to the patched vinyl seat across from her. “The
waitress should be back in a second.”
“Good, I’m
starving.”
As if on cue,
the waitress shuffled back. “Do you need a menu, Sir?”
“No. I’d like
three scrambled eggs, bacon and a side order of hash browns. And, bring
lots of rye toast. Thank you.”
“Coffee?”
“Yes, please.”
A moment later,
the woman returned with a coffee for Aidan.
Brandi sipped
her coffee, looking at Aidan, wondering why he’d suddenly entered her
life during her eleventh hour. Now that she could see him more clearly
in the light, she found him quite attractive despite his
scruffy-looking two-day beard and red, puffy eyes, which only
intensified the blue of his irises. His nose was straight, but she
found herself staring at his sensual mouth, wondering how those lips
tasted. Perhaps had it been a different time and place…
Aidan sat there
studying the pretty African American woman sitting across from him. He
judged her to be around twenty-five. She had large, dark brown, soulful
eyes and full sexy lips. Her cocoa skin looked soft and smooth
stretched taut across her nose and high cheek bones. With her nice
body, to boot, he wondered why her ex would even entertain trading her
in for another model. “Thinking about what you’re going to do next?” he
asked drawing her back to the present.
“To be honest, I
hadn’t given it any thought. You?”
He shook his
head. “But I’m curious.”
“About what?”
“You. Why would
an attractive woman like you want to jump off a bridge in the middle of
the night?”
“I might ask the
same of you?”
“Ah, but I asked
you first.”
“I’m certain
you’ll find my story boring. It’s been all said
before.”
“Let me be the
judge of that. Besides, I have the time.”
Perhaps talking
about it might be a catharsis though she didn’t think anything could
smooth the wrinkles of her life at this point. Then again, she’d
probably never see this man again, so what the hell? Besides,
she’ll probably put him to sleep.
“You might say
that I let my pity party get out of hand and acted impulsively.”
“Really? You
felt so sorry for yourself that you decided to jump off a bridge?”
Aidan asked skeptically.
“Okay. It was a
tad more than that. I thought my husband, Jared, was my soul mate. We
always desired the same things—or so I thought. Having met in high
school, we fell in love and got married. He wanted to be a dentist so
badly; I put my dreams of becoming a lawyer on hold and went to work so
he could go to school. As a thank you, after he established his dental
practice, he left me for a blonde, blue-eyed patient.”
“This doesn’t
sound like yesterday, so what set you off?” Aidan asked.
The waitress plunked their
food on the table and refilled their coffee cups before shuffling off
to wait on another man who’d been seated by the cashier. Watching the
tired woman in the gray uniform, Adam said, “Being a waitress looks
like a tough job.”
“That’s what I
did so my Prince Charming could study without worry. I worked my feet
and ass of in an upscale restaurant.”
“Oh.”
“It paid the
rent.”
“So what made
you want to stop the world and get off, Brandi?”
“Jared’s leaving
me turned out to be a double whammy.”
Aidan sipped his
coffee and asked, “What do you mean by that?”
“Blondie, whose
real name is Janine Sweeney, worked with me at the Carousel Restaurant
while she went to school to become a paralegal. When she had a
toothache, I was the one who suggested she go see Jared.”
“Oh, boy. That
sucks. Sorry to interrupt.”
“Eventually I
stopped kicking myself and moved on until Janine sashays into my
restaurant and sits at a table in my area just to flaunt her diamond
engagement ring. I guess it just happened at the wrong time like a
change in my hormonal level, and I just overreacted. Anyway, it
wouldn’t have been something to throw my life away for, so glad I
didn’t jump.”
“I think I know
what you mean about hormones,” he said remembering his wife’s mood
swings.
They dug into
their eggs for a few minutes, acting as if they hadn’t eaten in days.
“So tell me, how
did you end up here tonight?” Brandi asked, breaking their silence.
“I doubt it will
do any good to talk about it.”
“You’re not
getting off the hook that easy since I already told you my reason. So
fess up. Besides, sometimes talking about it often clarifies things
thus giving you the closure you need to move on.”
“I don’t think
anything short of murder will bring a sense of closure to my
situation,” he replied adamantly, pressing his lips together.
“Maybe you
merely need to look at it from another point of view,” Brandi suggested.
“I doubt if
there is one.”
“You’d be
surprised. Right now, you’re too close to the matter.”
“That’s for
sure,” Aidan said. “Look closely and you’ll see the steam coming from
my ears.”
“If you
mentioned murder…it must have something to do with your wife.”
He chuckled at
her art of deduction. “None other.”
“What did she
do? Steal the family jewels?”
“Close enough.
She embezzled a cool half-million from my business, taking along my
partner and the most important software program my firm ever developed
as well. It was worth millions and its loss could ruin me.”
“Where is your
wife now?” Brandi inquired.
“God only knows
and He certainly ain’t telling,” Aidan replied sardonically.
“Hmm. You nearly
made a colossal mistake.”
“Huh?” The hand
holding his fork stopped in mid-air.
“I take it you
haven’t been officially divorced.”
“No.”
“Then why were
you going to jump and leave her everything
else?”
Aidan put down
his fork and looked directly into Brandi’s deep brown eyes. “That
hadn’t occurred to me.”
“If I were
you, I’d try to find her and get everything back that she stole.”
“Well, you’re
not me, and I wouldn’t call the kettle black—excuse me, no racial pun
intended, if I were
you.”
Brandi, being
black, had taken no offense. “No, I guess not.”
“But…”
“What?”
“You may have a
point,” he replied, as his entire demeanor changed. Suddenly
there was a spark of life in his eyes giving him the look of a man with
a purpose. “Do you believe in fate, Brandi?”
“I believe we
have free will, but fate often intervenes and things happen despite our
efforts.”
“Exactly. An
hour ago, there was a chance that I might have jumped had you not
showed up.”
“I guess I saved
your life then, didn’t I?”
“Before you
sprout wings and grab a halo, let’s analyze this. You prevented me from
jumping. Now the question is why?”
“Aside from the
fact I wanted to go off the bridge from the exact place you did?”
“Despite that,”
Aidan replied.
“Well then, I
guess the Great Puppeteer in the sky isn’t through playing with you
yet?”
He cocked his
head to the side. “Something like that. Let’s just say He has
something else in mind.”
“Such as?”
“I don’t know.
Maybe righting the wrongs done to us.”
“As in revenge?”
she asked.
“More like
justice being served?”
Brandi nodded
and thought about what Aidan had said. It would be a kind of justice if
she got even with Jared. “How would we even go about such a thing?”
“Wait a sec. You
said ‘we.'”
“I guess I did,”
Brandi said.
Aidan grinned.
“Good. Two heads are always better than one. Besides, we’ve got the
male versus the female point of view here,” he said with more than a
hint of excitement in his voice.
“We’ve really
got to give this a great deal of thought.”
“Are you
chickening out?” he asked, eying her with a critical squint.
“No. Not at all.
I just meant this kind of thing needs a great deal of careful planning.”
“You’re right
about that. What about meeting at my place tomorrow night? Here,
I’ll write down the address.”
Wow, Brandi
thought as she watched him scribble on a paper napkin. He wasn’t
wasting any time. She rather liked that. “We can do some brainstorming.”
“Yeah. I’m sure
we can come up with some plan to even up the score with our
ex-spouses,” Aidan said with a devilish grin.
By the time they
left the diner, it was long after sun-up. The bright sun forced Brandi
to squint. She decided to take her chance meeting with Aidan on the
bridge as an omen. Perhaps it was time to either do something about
Jared or let it go. Either way, she had to get on with her life. Of one
thing, she was now positive. Suicide wasn’t the answer to all the grief
Jared had caused her.
Maybe Aidan was
right, and fate had brought them together. However, did she want
to believe there was more than revenge involved here? Her mother used
to tell her things always happened for the best. Without exception,
there was a reason for everything. Though she might accept her mother’s
philosophy, she’d be damned first before she got herself mixed up with
another guy. Aidan might be nice on the eyes, but he was still a man.
And she’d had her fill of men for the time being thanks to her ex. She
would keep her relationship with Aidan strictly businesslike.
She was still
thinking about Aidan when she got into bed. She should have been
exhausted after her escapade, but her mind was wide-awake filled with
dozens of unanswered questions. He’d written out his entire name
on the napkin in the diner. His last name was Pendleton. She wondered
if he was related to the mogul, Charles Pendleton. If he were, the
financial reasons he’d given for jumping would seem somewhat
superficial. Then again, he could be unrelated to the other Pendleton
or estranged. Why else would a man who was used to success let a
setback cause him to want to end it all? There had to be some
other reason he neglected to mention.
Or was she
reading more into this than she should? After all, now that she thought
more about her actions tonight, her own reasons for jumping were just
as flawed and superficial. What was she thinking? Death is so final.
And, on the other hand, what new cockamamie scheme had she gotten
herself into?
***
Too keyed up to
sleep, Aidan Pendleton drove to his office building on Jackson Street
and parked his car in the underground garage. His mind was whirling
like a spinning top. For the first time since his wife, Lauren, skipped
he didn’t feel like a victim. All because of a chance encounter with a
woman named Brandi. Somehow that sarcastic pistol of a woman gave him
the direction and hope he’d been lacking. And she hadn’t been hard on
the eyes, either.
They were so
unlike on so many levels. Aside from the obvious fact that Brandi was
black,
possessing beautiful, soft, mocha colored skin, and he white, she
wasn’t his type of woman. Whereas Lauren was hot and turned most men’s
heads, Brandi had more of an understated kind of beauty. Her high,
delicate cheekbones gave her an exotic look. He could get lost in her
brown, almond-shaped eyes, never to be found. They often reflected her
mood, of which he’d witnessed several. However, he wondered how they
appear when she was aroused. And then there were her full rounded lips
that revealed even white teeth when she smiled. Her thick dark hair was
cut short and was quite flattering. However, all this was moot. The
last thing he wanted to do was, get involved in with another woman—any
woman—no matter how fetching.
As he pressed
the elevator button up, Aidan chuckled to himself. This stuff between
them was all business. What the devil did it matter what Brandi looked
like? Better still, who names their kid, Brandi?